I used to regularly ask myself, 'What's the point?' Life was a struggle; I didn't like what was going on in the world, or inside me. I was deeply uncomfortable, wanting to make the world better while unconsciously driven to fix myself and those around me.
In my thirties, running a Social Enterprise, I worked hard, played hard, and paid the price. Stress and anxiety led me to reach for quick fixes that only increased my inner turmoil. Life brought me to my knees, everything falling apart for real change to take place. In chaos and despair, I admitted I didn't know how to live but longed to learn. Admitting this sparked change.
The despair I felt began to transform into quiet gratitude and wonder.
Life brought teachers, mentors and transformative practices. Challenges became opportunities for growth. I learned to cultivate inner coherence instead of chaos. The mystery of life opened from within. I continue to be amazed by what's possible when we make a conscious choice to change. Working with people who are up for the challenge keeps me inspired and motivated to keep learning and growing myself.